Cheating.

marahglam 15 comments

Cheating.

Cheating on a good woman with something basic, I mean your girlfriend is pretty and loyal, so why flirt & cheat with other girls?... That's like throwing away a precious diamond and picking up fake pearls.

Cheating makes me sick. If you don't want to be committed into a relationship, then don’t get into one? Simple as that. I don’t understand why people cheat in a relationship. Are you not satisfied? If not, why are you in one to begin with? It is the most disrespectful and dishonest thing someone could do to the one that they love, or supposedly love. It breaks the trust, the bond that you had with that person, and you have to live with the fact that you cheated for the rest of your life.

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Shoulder to Cry On.

marahglam 7 comments

Shoulder to Cry On.

Have you ever actually had a shoulder to cry on?

Not a hypothetical one. Not a text saying, “I’m here for you.” Not a phone call while you’re crying your eyes out. Have you ever been so broken that the second those arms wrap around you, the moment their body warmth touches your chest, and you feel like their love or presence is holding you together, you just fall apart? Have you ever rested your head on a loved ones or a friends' shoulder and sobbed your freaking heart out? No words, no explanation, just crying? Have you? Because I have. That is the best and the worst feeling in the world. You realize this person is here for you. I mean really, here for you. But yet you notice how fragile you are.

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Numb.

marahglam 6 comments

Numb.

It’s a terrible thing when you’re not able to feel anything towards anybody else anymore. I guess that’s when you really know your feelings are numb and that you’ve been hurt pretty badly by someone.

It's been a month, and now I feel nothing. Before when people would ask me how I feel I would have to say “fine” because I couldn't say I feel sad, depressed, alone, mad, angry etc, etc. But now when I say “fine” I’m not hiding a feeling because I feel nothing and that's fine. When I look into my heart and my soul it’s just this big open space of numbness. I don’t feel anything and yet I think it’s the best feeling I’ve ever had.

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