“For goodness’ sake, I think I’m on the edgeIt seems like every time I post I have some sort of guy situation. I’ve only talked about one though, which was kind of way too old behind. The other posts have been about my past. Ahh, typical hopeless romantic.
of something new with you.”
— Hurricane, Something Corporate
Anyway, I haven’t had the feeling of being smitten in a while. Even with the last guy, I didn’t really feel like this. I realized I can still be pretty naive.
Marah GaaCan you believe that it's already half a year since my last sane post? HAHAHA Anyway a lot has happened to me, good and bad.. but for the record it's mostly good. Recovered from a heartbreak, moved on, passed my regularization exam, been socially deprived, got to know a certain someone, and eventually my cycle became eat, sleep and fly.
Marah GaaWhat if the love of your life that you had always chased and chased and basically crawled for their attention, finally, under some weird happening, took notice at you and decided that finally, they wanted you too?
This person that you basically fought tooth and nail for, who ignored you all of those times, who you cried yourself to sleep at night over, finally is like, “oh wait, I want you now.”
At first it is flattering, right? Like damn, this person that I was chasing, now wants me! Then it starts to make you mad, like what the hell dude?! After all of that shit, you’re NOW going to take notice after some odd years later?! As much as you hate it, you start realizing, you don’t want them anymore. You fought so hard for them in the beginning that now you are exhausted and you could careless if they are begging for your attention. It’s like the clouds have parted and sunlight is coming through.. You now take notice that you actually don’t need this person as much as you thought you did. That’s how the world turns :)
Let’s face it. It’s every man’s dream to find the so called perfect girl. In other terms, it’s also called dream girl, but that doesn’t matter. What matters though is the question, “Is she really worth it?”
Marah GaaBirthdays are weird... Every year, I feel stressed about them because I feel ‘officially old’. 18 felt old because I legally became an adult, 19 felt old because suddenly 18 felt like an age of innocence, 20 felt old because I wasn't a teenager anymore, and now 21 feels old because…I don’t even know. lol
I just turned 21 today. Which means that I've already lived 21% of my life if I live up to 100. This means that I am four years short of living through a quarter of my life. It’s one of those things that seems kind of strange when you think about it. So again, thanks to all those who remembered and greeted me via phone, text, and even e-mails. I love you all. :)
Goodbye, my younger days. But I’ll forever be young at heart.-MGI haven't felt happier, got to meet my friends whom i haven't seen from ages. haha I thank my dolls for spending my bday with me(my bday song, i mean video). God knows how happy I am. Thank you Lord for everything.. and P.S. my b-day celebration isnt over yet because i havent celebrated with my MEMA family yet. hihi Looking forward to it! <3
It's nice to see some of my HS friends again, all thanks to Martin Torno's b-day bash last night. I even had the chance to talk to people whom I haven't even talk to at High School. HAHA Nice to see you again guys!-MG
Basing your decision on someone else's advice is a big NO-NO. They won't deal with the consequences but you. So have your own stand.-MG
Marah GaaDec. 29, 2012- Got to spend my last Saturday with my bestfriends... it's good to see them after a few weeks of missing them. I'm hating how my work schedule doesn't have a permanent day-off, it changes every week. HAHAHA Unfortunately I haven't spend a long time at the year end party, didn't even got the chance to say hi and hello to some acquaintances because I have to leave the party so early at late midnight. Such a shame, I have to work at 4am the next day. Hello zombie me. I'm getting so hard on myself, but what can I say my alliance with them is getting tighter and tighter by the minute. HAHAHA Thank you God for making them a part of my 2012. I hope to spend another year with them again.-MG