I have to be strong or have to look strong just to please everyone around me. Those people who I always think highly of ended up disappointing me or much more worst ended up hurting me. I just feel so alone. Have you ever felt that? Even when people will tell you the words "I'm always here for you" so where exactly is 'here'?.
I was asked once or twice, why do you have to be so hard to understand?... And I was like have you ever really tried to understand me because it's not rocket science to know why.-MGI tried opening up to a few friends, I'm thankful for the love and feels sorry for the judgement. In these tough times you will really know the ones that should stay in your life and who you should let go. The only things that keeps me going is knowing why I should put up with all these madness, is that problems are only existing if you're afraid to solve them. I'm not the melodramatic type but sometimes there will be a point in your life that seems unbearable. It's exhausting to wake up everyday only to see that probably it will never go away. I just wish for it to stop, but i know i'm stronger than this.
I'll get by from this phase.. I have to. This is it, for now.