Take you back, put us back at square one, go through the same cycle, and fall apart again?. Convince me of change and I'd take you back in a heartbeat.
If I take you back again. Please don’t mess up this time. Don’t throw me out or use me. I want you to try. I want you to have faith in all things that's relevant to us. I want you to try like we just started dating. I want you to feel the butterflies like I do, even after all this time. I want us to work. Don’t prove everyone right and me wrong, make this work with me, because I’m trying harder than I’ve ever tried before.
“There’s always that one person that you run back to no matter what. And if you don’t have one of those, you probably just haven’t met them yet.”
It's really unfair how you think you can just come back whenever you want to. You can't just say your feelings never went away and that you still love me because it's unfair!. I like you, I want you, and I need to know that you'll stay this time. I caught myself looking through the emails sent back and forth many times between you and me. Then all those memories of us started flooding back into my head, and I got scared. Scared that I might not be completely over you yet. Scared that I might try. Scared that I might do something STUPID.
Just remember that the person you are getting back together with is the same person who not long before, looked you in your beautiful face, took full stock of you and all your qualities, and basically told you that he was no longer in need of your company.-MGfeel over-analytical and like I’m walking on eggshells.