No Regrets, Just Love.

Just because it didn't last forever, doesn't mean it wasn't worth it. It may just be worth more than anything that could last forever.
Live your life the way you want to. But make wise enough choices to not be regretting yesterdays words or actions. Just love like you want to with that person, for the rest of your life. Just love, the way Jesus love you. Just love, unconditionally, the way your parents love you. When you fall for someone, know that it's a forever thing, as to a temporary thing for the moment. Don’t do rebounds, that don’t work. True love, yeah, sweetheart, that sh*ts the real deal. That is forever. So if that’s what you’re holding onto, i want to never let go. But if you do, let it fly.  Don't regret opening your palm for that love to be gone. Live with no regrets, just love.
Even if you've given me too much pain. Even if you made me cry. Even if you've unintentionally made me suffer for months of moving on. Even if you don’t need me in your life. Even if you left me hangin’. Even if there’s a thousand,millions,billions of reason for me to stop loving you. I want you to remember what we had before we broke each other’s heart. I want you to remember that we used to be friends.You used to be my shoulder to cry on. You used to make me smile in a simple thing you do. You used to make me feel that you care. So don’t hesitate to reach for me when all else fails. I’m here. I’m always here. As a friend, sister. That place I used to love.
Imagine how much it hurt me that you let me go and I had no choice but to leave.
Even though I’ve acted as if I you unnerved me these past couple months, you know for a fact I could never hate you. The most truthful thing I have ever told you was that I love you. If you ever truly love someone, you’ll always love them. You put me through a lot of hurt these past few months. I love you for it though. Maybe not at the time, but now that I feel better again I can look back on everything and realize it was all for the better. Everything happens for a reason and the reason all of this happened is because we really weren’t right for each other anymore. It’s hard to believe that my closest friend was right but it makes a lot more sense now. Thank you for breaking my heart. You’ve taught me something nobody else ever could, and I truly hope you’re happier. I’m so sorry we did nothing but make each other miserable for a short while.
“I keep on walking, and you keep letting me go.”
— It’s a Kind of Magic - Carole Matthews
I used to think that two people loving each other was a good enough reason for them to be together. I don’t think that is true anymore, though. You and I have loved each other as best as we know how, yet we have each failed miserably. I have hurt you more times than I care to count, and you have hurt me in equal amounts. It is with love that I wanted to tell you, I won’t let you hurt me anymore. I won’t let myself hurt you anymore either. Like the good ole’ Carrie Underwood says “I don’t regret it, the time we had together, I won’t forget it. But we both ended up where we belong, I guess goodbye made us strong”. I’ll always love you, but in a very different sense, and I would surely hope that you do, too.

I'm not going to be bitter about what happened to us, because I know what we had was something real, what we had was truly special. And if ever you found yourself, come back to me.-MG


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xx, myarah

5 comments

Anonymous | May 29, 2012 at 9:24 PM

for a girl with so much love, i'm sure you'll be happy very soon :)

Anonymous | May 29, 2012 at 9:48 PM

wow! :) i love this

Gen | May 30, 2012 at 7:42 AM

KUDOS! <3

anthonette | May 31, 2012 at 2:25 PM

brilliant! <3

Anonymous | June 1, 2012 at 10:42 AM

awts!i feel you., just like me :)

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