Shoulder to Cry On.

Have you ever actually had a shoulder to cry on?

Not a hypothetical one. Not a text saying, “I’m here for you.” Not a phone call while you’re crying your eyes out. Have you ever been so broken that the second those arms wrap around you, the moment their body warmth touches your chest, and you feel like their love or presence is holding you together, you just fall apart? Have you ever rested your head on a loved ones or a friends' shoulder and sobbed your freaking heart out? No words, no explanation, just crying? Have you? Because I have. That is the best and the worst feeling in the world. You realize this person is here for you. I mean really, here for you. But yet you notice how fragile you are.
There are days when you see someone, and you can just tell that they need a hug. It’s those moments where you realize that regardless of who they are, everyone needs someone at some point. No one is so strong that they never have problems, no one is so strong that nothing phases them. There are still things that bothers you and that you can break down at any time. Sometimes you just need someone to not ask questions.

Today I saw someone I don’t really talk to have that look. I knew right away that she needed a hug. I wish I could be the one to ask what is going on in her head but I know it wasn’t my place and there really wasn’t much I could do. Instead I told her this, I know that they screwed you over, that he screwed you over. It’s okay to feel upset, it’s okay to question, “Why would they do this to me?” But, don’t let it consume you forever. You can cry today, but you should smile tomorrow. People are sometimes selfish. They’ll do anything to get what they want, even if it means hurting you. You’re learning.. You now know what kind of people you want to distant yourself from. This pain you’re feeling will only guide you towards what will make you happy. In the end, you win. My heart aches for people when they are sad, if I can see it in their eyes, it overcomes my body and I just want to comfort them.

One Tree Hill
No one has a perfect life, no one has a perfect self, everyone has faults and one of them is being human. We are not all together all the time. Sometimes you just need a little love. Sometimes you just want someone to care, but sometimes you can’t get the voice to ask for it or even say whats in your head because you’re afraid you’re going to cry even more.

I have my problems too, and it kills me every day. Every day I wake up there are things that I wish would just pass, and some days they look up and other days it looks like it never will. Life changes too much, and sometimes you just need a shoulder to cry on.

I know a lot of you out there who also feels the same way but I just want you to know that If ever you need someone to talk to or someone to just vent your emotions into.. I'm here, so you're not alone anymore, remember that. I'll be your shoulder to cry on. :)

xx, myarah


Anonymous | April 9, 2012 at 7:33 PM

you have a good heart :)

Miller | April 9, 2012 at 7:45 PM

your friends are lucky to have you. i mean its rare to find someone who always be there for them: thick or thin

Marah Gaa | April 9, 2012 at 9:35 PM

anon1 - thank youu :)

Miller - I'm luckier to have them ;)

anthonette | April 9, 2012 at 10:00 PM

THIS "I'm here, so you're not alone anymore, remember that. I'll be your shoulder to cry on. :)" -i'll keep that in mind always, thanks bebe for this brilliant post! loveyouuu! :)<3

Marah Gaa | April 9, 2012 at 10:18 PM

anthonette - you always know that. <3 iloveyoutoo!!

Anonymous | April 12, 2012 at 12:25 PM

one of a kind :)

Anonymous | August 20, 2012 at 2:30 AM

You really have a good heart. :)

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