It’s a terrible thing when you’re not able to feel anything towards anybody else anymore. I guess that’s when you really know your feelings are numb and that you’ve been hurt pretty badly by someone.
Numbness is worse than sadness. When I’m sad, I know I’m alive.
I can't feel anything anymore, just this numbness.. i basically became detached from whatever feelings i have for him... i don't care anymore. When his name is on my news feed, i feel nothing, it's like he became just everybody else in my friend list, not someone special anymore. So I guess that's a good indicator that I'm actually has a progress in moving on. It’s strange. I barely/don't want to talk about him anymore. I rarely check my phone to even see if he messaged me unlike before… I don’t try to have my phone around me Just-In-Case he does. When I hear his name…NOTHING…
“I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there”
— Linkin Park (Numb)
Whenever I'm with my friends, bumming around and doing crazy things, i just show them little emotion, i can still smile and laugh just about anything but I know it doesn't reach my eyes. That's something that I've lost, when they're talking to me I'm giving them one or two-word answers, I'm becoming such a bore, a frankenstein.