Make This Right.


Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one person that can screw you overtime after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always another chance waiting for them, but you can’t find a way to let them go?

Last night i had a deep conversation with someone very special to me. We talked for almost an hour about every little things that we can think about then we jumped on the topic about how things ended between us for over half a year ago. It's funny because now we can talk about it casually, meaning with no hard feelings whatsoever at all. :) I just realized so many things... and one of them is being too weak. I thought i was doing the right thing, but i guess it's not that right.

Worth The Wait.

and I can assure you, that when it happens we’re going to be happy that we waited.

So I'm back on blogging after a few weeks of not posting anything. I actually miss this! :> Okay guys, I'm not slacking... haha there are just some things that keeps me busy, like school and stuffs. *wink* I just want to thank those people who keeps on asking me if when's my next post will be, i actually feel flattered because i can tell they are looking forward to it, so i hope this post will be worth their wait. :) `m


People who are worth the wait, are the ones who stood by you, even after seeing the unpleasant parts of your character, or the imperfections that ornament your counterpart. When you feel dragged by self-infliction, they continue to tolerate you. You have committed so many mistakes in your life that sometimes you thought anyone would not want to stick by. Though sometimes life likes to throw in another extra, even when you think you do not deserve any.

Don't Text Her.

“It’s crazy how you can go for months or years without talking to someone but they still cross your mind everyday.”— Unknown


So me and my recent past are finally talking again, we even got to see each other more often than before. *greattimes :) It's a great feeling, i actually feel very contented and at the same time complete with my life right now. Gawwd, this is really my month or if this continues this year will be my year!. *fist-pump* When I'm with him, I've been nothing but happy. :) We've been through hell and back, God knows how painful those days are. Looking back, i can honestly say that without him, I'm a mess, a miserable of some sort, incomplete, a shattered piece, and the list goes on...

That's it, I Quit.


For too long have I let people walk all over me. People will go certain lengths to really test our strengths. They will do cruel and nasty things to get your attention or the attention of others. It’s things like this that show me what the world’s really about. It’s not safe out there, it's an everyday battle and struggle.

You say one day at a time, I say let’s just let it happen. If it does, it does. If it doesn’t, well, at least you know I gave it 100 from the beginning.

Coming at this differently, this time around. I'm doing life changes because that's it, i quit. I say goodbye to all those negativity, goodbye to the people who treats you no good, and goodbye to things that's making us unhappy. Instead, appreciate what you have, whom you have and where you are. <3

A Fresh Start.

Tragedy blows through your life like a tornado, uprooting everything, creating chaos. You wait for the dust to settle, and then you choose. You can live in the wreckage and pretend it’s still the mansion you remember. Or you can crawl from the rubble and slowly rebuild. Because after disaster strikes, the important thing is that you move on. But if you’re like me, you just keep chasing the storm. The problem with chasing the storm is that it wears you down, breaks your spirit. Even the experts agree, a girl needs closure.
Veronica Mars                                    

A closure with somebody? whatever you both had, relationship/friendship, ended, you beef or don't speak with her/him for sometime, then somewhere within that duration, you both learned to get along with each other AGAIN… and that's it. But is that what you call “closure”? whats the feeling of it, and how the hell do you know if its even closure in the first place?

The last few weeks has been so exhausting family affairs here and there, travelling and constant gift shopping but the good thing is i still manage to have a time for more personal matters, well here it goes...I think I got my closure. :)

Cheers to The New Year.

Well, we have a whole new year ahead of us. And wouldn’t it be wonderful if we could all be a little more gentle with each other, and a little more loving, have a little more empathy, and maybe—next year at this time—we’d like each other a little more.”
-Judy Garland
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Happy New Year, guys! My vacation's over, time for a new post! I know i've been such a slack. For me New year means, new beginning, time for second chances in life and making up for the wrong-doings. 2011 is not exactly my year but i hope 2012 will be! :>

So here's to 2011. to all of the disasters. to all the heart breaks. to all of the sicknesses. to all of the break ups. to all of the things that went wrong. to all of the deaths. to all of the fails. to all of the booze. to all of the bullies. to all of the bitches. to all of the money we don't have. to all the embarrassing moments. to all of the let downs. to all of the things that didn't make us happy.